My man

I couldn't ask for a better man in my life right now.  I say my guy or my man because saying boyfriend scares me plus it could jinx things.  Last two times it was a jinx didn't even want to changed my status on Facebook but did, so far so good :-)  
Now I did say I couldn't ask for a better man he has been very supportive with my work with my new organization as well as my discussions with Zynga.  Also by myside with my current medical scare.  He assures me all will be ok, we will get through it together but boy he does have his moments!!  :-)    My friend told me I need to chill out...LOL  He has been on vacation and has spent most of it with me.  He has been so sweet to drive me to pick up Alexis and bring us home due to the heat.  He is really doing all he can to make me happy and is. 
I just want him to be a mind reader and know I am upset or worried and be there.  Believe me if he knew he would be here in a flash or if working would be on the phone with me as long as he can be.  I am so afraid of losing him and really doing my best not to.  I have really calm down from what I used to be, Thank God.  I didn't like that girl at all,she caused me to lose a great man.  Wasn't about to lose another one so got myself together and I am feeling great.  Life is very happy and calm outside of the medical issue.